The only perk about having nothing to be accountable for these days (e.g. no job, no school) is I can sleep whenever. A far cry from how it used to be. Not like I’ve gotten much rest though.
It pains me more and more the longer I put off a new project. I feel like there is a gigantic gaping chasm in my soul. Empty and hollow. Impossible to put into words, and can only be experienced.